Monday, December 1, 2008

Wow.. time flies...

I am currently sitting on my bed, listening to music, watching tv, and just reflecting on the better days. i realize how much has changed the last few months. i feel so insecure about life and about my future now. i only have less then 2 weeks left of my third semester here at golden west. then i will await and go into my last and final full semester at golden west college. so the big talk at home has been, why cal state uni monterey bay, why am i going up north; and i am going to the experience and to leave my comfort zone. i am pretty much tired with life around here. i feel like i really need to leave the area because i've been here way too long.

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I am a Human Communication major, doubling in Business Adminstration. I plan to be AWESOME at what I do in my life after the university life. I plan to leave and be at CSUMB with at least a graduating GPA of 3.5 for my upper division class. I will party, however, I'll find the time to study as well. I hope to work for the Financial Aid office while i'm up there to at lease help me way for my housing. I believe if I have the will power and the motivation, I am able to do anything that I want to do.

This semester, I have done the best I have ever done here at Golden West College. I went from a very low GPA my first semester of college, and slowly did better during my second. and here at my 3rd semester, I am doing a lot better. hitting the 3.0+ line. and my 4th and final semester, i plan to pwn with at least a 3.7. I think I can do it. I believe I can do it. I will do it.

As far as everything beside school, has been lacking. I feel like I have neglected everything else around me.. Sadly that happen; however, with school coming to an end, I'll have the push after "finals" to redeem myself and do to my fullest potential. I can't wait to final my last and final GE requirement next semester, and get my AA degree. I'll be at CSUMB in August and I am excited for that. :) hehe. I think I have done it, getting out of GWC in the 2 years that I have planned.

I don't even know what I am typing anymore, I lost my train of thought. Imma go find food now.

FOOD FTW!!