Over Thinking

Lately, it seems as if thats all I do.. All I do is think and tired myself out. I feel like i'm missing something.. I sorta don't care about making friends with old friends anymore. I feel as if i don't exist in their lives anymore so why would it be worth it to do so. I need to get away. I had the best New Years ever, away from reality and I really enjoyed my weekend-get-away. I am excited to leave this place and venture off on my own. I swear I can make it on my own and I'm determined to do so. Can't wait to start my new life here.