It's almost over

I can't believe that this year is coming to an end.. I'm suppose to be happy and feeling joyful but I'm not. I think I'm feeling otherwise. I'm stressed, overwhelmed, tired, etc. I didn't keep my goal of getting a 3.5 for my first semester. I joined thieu nhi when I said I won't. I became Interim nganh truong for nganh thieu. Wow. Going to Orange county on Tuesday but I don't feel like going home, I just want to go back to Monterey and just sleep for a week, but I'm not. I feel like I have to go home, thats why i'm thinking about going home for vietnamese new year. I might not even though I bought my ticket already. And i'm saving up for my dad's birthday and wedding present when I'm saving up for rent, ehh, thats over like $3,000 right there.

ehh, i'm too tired to think to get my thoughts or any thoughts at all. so peace ;)