reminiscing

about the past.
i was just thinking yesterday, how a year ago, i was so involved with someone. i wanted to be in that person's life and i was because i would always give time for that person. i realize that with relationship it comes with COMMITMENT and TIME. Its not that i still want to be that person but I just thought it would not be fair if i was still in that relationship or any relationship at the moment because of the time i give to power vote, to student council, to school, to thieu nhi. i don't have any free time or anything. I was talking to anna about it, and she was like so what do you do beside what i have listed above, and my only response was, nothing, maybe hang out with friends once a week or something. i realize i don't do that either. i don't hang out with my best friend, rarely does a day go by and me have the chance to talk to him. to the point my dad ask me, am i still his friend or anyone's friend. yea. i mean i don't hang out with lyvyane either, only cause i have class with her and council/pv. and thanh, i see her sparingly also. andrew and khanh, i am thankful for everytime i see those two. other than that, i don't really see anyone else. is it because i don't want to hang out with anyone or what is it because?

anyway, i am hanging out with jerick this friday because I am ditching work. well not really, cause i already worked this week. hehe.