Luke 23:42

its gonna be different this time around..

This Lenten season has definitely been one to experience because ever since day one, I was always wanting a change but I never took the time to seek it. I want a change, but that isn’t want I want. I want to grow. The only spiritual part of lent that I’ve encounter all 47 days was the Van Phong Gioi Tre retreat in the last weekend of March. I gave that retreat my all.. well sort of, but at the time of adoration, I melt down, gave it my all. I need to go to confession ASAP. It’s now Holy Week. I am hoping to go to adoration soemtime this week as well. I think I will call Kevin again to see if he would want to go to adoration with me again like last year.
-end.

I was able to go to confession and i felt great. the first time I was ever 100% honest with the priest, actually letting good. "You need to surrender, you need to pray." Am currently in the process of doing that.

I called up Kevin and asked if he would like to go to adoration with me, and he agreed. As we walked from the church to the hall, we said, "Jesus, remember me, when you come into your kingdom" I have never experience a more spiritual adoration then that.

I asked God for me to let go and for me to have courage. and I did, I finally opened up to my best friend on that intimate level. I am glad we got to talk about it. 100%honest/trust. finally for once. "we're in this together."

when i have the feelings , i'll call you, when i feel like letting go.. vice versa. for us to hold on. promised.

letting go of the promise is one thing..
letting go of myself is another thing.